Tuesday, January 17, 2006

since my last post...

...I've turned 22~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............*phew* seriously though, it's CRAZY, now I feel that I'm solidified in the twentys ya know. ANYWHO since all y'all that read this are youngin's anyways you won't understand hahaha.......

...I've also come to the conclusion that I love Boston Legal. It's a great tv show, and the only show I've watched in a while cuz i've been sooo stinkin' busy. BUT that's a whole notha post i dont' want to get into but I will say this.......I've reached a point passed insanity with "time" that I've just given in and been like GOd make it good. And he has...oooooooh how I need HIm.

OH OH *i know this is random but hey its me right!?* I really like this song by Thrice...


"Stare At The Sun"
I sit here clutching useless lists
And keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearlsI tear into the history
Show me what it means to me in this world
Yeah in this world'Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
No perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Yeah in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracleI'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind (till I understand or go blind)

I know that there's a point I've missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like I'm

Due for a miracleI'm waiting for a sign (waiting for a sign
)I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes (and I won't close my eyes)
Due for a miracleI'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes

3 comments:

Leslie Puiras said...

You're growing old, but you're not growing up so dont sweat it. ;) You could totally pass for 17...... hahaha love yah and i'll write soon.

Justin N said...

So yea. I'm 20 and I thought THAT was wicked old... uh. I mean... and I like Boston too. did you mean the tv show? :)

Brent said...

happy birthday!! why didn't you tell me it was your bday? we could have had a b-day bash man!! i think its funny how your universe and mine are locked in some inter-vortextual conflict so we never see each other. i need to see you in person to apologise for tuesday and tell you that im changing service practicums. what days are you here again?