Tuesday, February 06, 2007

a night off...

So Gracie pointed out something to be very true, I have been very pensive lately there is so much to digest and think on. It's amazing really, the past couple of weeks i've felt as if i've awakened from a dream that kept me from reality...a fog... it's been sweet. but this post is going to be a girly, lame, no brainer post....

I'm sick, and i've pushed through it because i have to, i'm busy, flat out dont have time to take a moment off...BUT i did tonight, i didnt' go to youth. So i stayed home, cleaned my room, read ...started the raggamuffin gospel ...started Great Expectations..journaled...sat...got bored after like an hour of TV...

...OH OH I did my frist speaking to youth Talk today, and it went pretty good! the process was brutal but soo worth it, i had a lot to learn before i could open my mouth and even more to learn now that i have...probably doesnt' make much sense but God is working...fair enough...thanks for prayin!

Carrying onto the girly, lame part of the post...today i bought two pairs of shoes, i'm not a girly girl that has a million pairs of shoes but today i was like phhh i need some new ones. AND i got two and i love them and am so excited to wear them tomorrow with my new one truth sweater that came in the mail today! WOO WOO...i told you it was lame. AND i've been sort of working at getting more healthy you know, in shape, shed some of that baby fat ;) and today someone who hasn't seen me in a while was like WOAH megan are you working out!...whateves lame but it made me smile!

....isn't it funny how you can be hurt by someone who really doesn't know you exist, well beyond a smiling face that is...i'll leave that one to the imagination ;)

haha, well since i've started writting this i've had a good talk with a friend and watched a funny library musical...and now it is one and i should be sleeping...

5 comments:

Flip Flops Anonymous said...

Megs, you are SUCH a girly girl!! BAHA!! I'm really proud that you took an evening 'off'. You DO have a REALLY busy schedule and you need to have some down time...it's essential :) I love you so much my friend...more than you'll ever know ;) Oh, Natty mentioned something about going to see a movie tonight?! I'll call you later...*muah*
ps - i'm in agreement...sometimes people who don't even know you 'exist' can hurt you ;)

QueenBee said...

Oh Megs I love you bunches!
I'm glad that you took some time for yourself - I find that every person needs it - some more than others (I need it lots!) I couldn't do your schedule - well I guess I could if I had too - I've done it before but...I digress. I'm happy God is teaching you lots - He's a good teacher!

Court said...

hello megan. It has been a very long time. But in a moment a million memories came rushing back. And then a question for every memory about how you were? and what you were up to? who you feel hurt by? and what are you more excited about anything else to do?
I guess those are some of the things I think aobut you as I sit here this morning. Thanks for the post and I'm glad you had a night off.

Allison said...

megan megan megan i love you!!!
when you said you watchd a musical i - sad but true - first thoughts 'oh my gosh why were you watching high school musical?!' whyyyy am i such a disney child? why have i actually seen parts of that movie? ahhh!!!

Flip Flops Anonymous said...

Hi Megy. I hope you had a great day :) I know it's been a DAY since we last talked but, I wish I could talk to you...hahaha. We're so dorky. Anyways, I'm just glad you're in my life and I love you. Just wanted to say that...